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Friday, July 18, 2008

♥ 10:01 AM

I've got loads of things to accomplish,
and absent-minded me always forget.
So i've decided to blog about it here.

~~1) Mbs presentation on monday 21/07~~
~~2) Hr recommendation on tuesday 22/07~~ report.
~~3) Jap listening test on wednesday 23/07~~
4) Get MBS notes
~~5) Study access test~~
6) Psy project
7) Study psy: psy test - aug 2
8) Study bfin
9) ~~Plan bizart 3a first cg!~~
10) Plan for my sheeps and group!
11) SOW!
~~12) Yensee's bday on 23/07~~
~~13) Xamanda's bday on 25/07~~
~~14) Birthday celebrations!~~
15) 2 converts, 5 visitors!
16) Bizart >50 !
17) Jap proj

That is currently that i can think of.
Please remind me to be faithful!

Labels: randomness

I give You thanks.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

♥ 8:03 AM

This wasn't what i wanted to post.

After watching the 9pm show, i feel like playing volleyball!!
Anyone interested? HAHA. even though i don't really know how to play.

Let me just frustrate my feelings awhile.

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Okie, i know Mr SA. TAN is attacking.
And i'm affected.
Discouragements, persecutions...
Everything doesn't seems right for me.
Insecurity kills as well.

The moment when i'm so convicted about serving God,
Really wanting to do great things for Him,
really wanna save souls,
really wanna give Him praise and thanksgiving,
The very efficient Satan comes to attack,
testing begins.

God i know that all things work out for the good of me,
that when i overcome all that,
i will have breakthoughs.
My character will be moulded.
I want to thank you in advance for all that I had gone though
and will still be going through,
Thanks for growing me and letting me learn for it,
thanks for bringing me through all this,
thanks for ur ever presence and support throughout.

Even though it's very unbearable
that i feel like breaking down,
I know that You won't give me something that i cannot bear.
And i'm clinging on to that promise.
Holy spirit guide me in my everyday life,
and help me to overcome all my problems and obstacles.

I'm Ivy.
Ivy = Trust in the Lord

Labels: Keep believing :D

For all things work together for our good

Monday, July 14, 2008

♥ 8:37 AM

For all You've done
For all You're going to do
We give You thanks
And lift our praise to You

We give thanks
We give praise
For we know
That all things work together
For our good

We give thanks
We give praise
For by faith
We know Your grace
Will see us through

For all those things
That we don't understand
We come by faith
And place them in Your hands
Even if we stumble
Even if we fall
You will not forsake us
You are King and Lord of all
Lord of all

My heart melted when i was singing this song,
esp the part that says all things work together for our good.
It really assured me that even though there are a lot of unpleasant things that happened and will still happen,
yet all this is for the good of me.
I want to give Him praise and thanksgiving
in every single moment of my life.

I already thought of what i want to post for my next post,
next next post and next next next post. Stay tuned!

Labels: Awesome God

Emotions not Emotional

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

♥ 9:52 AM

Hellooooo. I'm back to blog again.

Life has been quite hectic with all the projects, tests coming up.
Yesterday, something i saw actually stirred up my emotions big time.
It seems to be returning to the past.
Just as the emotions are getting more and more out of hand,
thoughts going crazy.
I decided to pray to God.
I ask God to help me.
God reminded be that
It's ok to have emotions but it's not ok to be emotional.

By nature, i'm a person filled with overwhelming emotions.
A small thing can stirred up my emotions and
create something very big out of it.
But God's word really allow me to calm down this time round.
I was really reminded that God created emotions
for us to experience Him,
not for us to dwell in the emotions and be emotional.
I decided to uphold my emotions to God.

Today as i was blog surfing
(okie, i should be studying finance as i have a test this sat!),
I saw this on Jen's blog,
http://jenandberries.blogspot.com/

'I learnt that ppl who're easily hurt are actually very insecure. They place their security in people, what people says to them and what people do to them. In fact, we shld place our focus on not offending ppl and being sensitive to others instead of being sensitive to ourselves. This is pride and self-centeredness.'

'Its time to stop thinking that you deserve more care from others and think that no1 cares for you. Start caring for others and you will find care:)'

This 2 para is something that hit me hard.
I believe it's something that God wants to speak to me.
Time for application~

People, why not take some time to understand what the paragraphs means and start reflecting about your life.

Labels: reflection