我又来了！！！
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
♥ 10:04 AM
我好伤心。。
好想哭但是却哭不出来 （让我想到那首歌：我想哭但是哭不出来。。）
可能潜意识里，我不让自己哭吧。
失望，无奈，生气，泄气，难过
都是我现在的心情。
但是无意间我阅读到这个句子。。
我们可以有各种情绪但不代表我们因该跟着情绪走。
我相信主的计划是最棒而且最为我着想的！
大家一起加加油吧！
我发现我有可能爱上用华文来blog
因为我能把我想的时时却却的说出来
而且不是很多人会真的去阅读!
真是太棒了！Labels: Rantings
华语真好玩！
Monday, December 29, 2008
♥ 8:42 AM
HELLO! 这是我第一次用华文update 我的 blog！最近真的发生好多事，我都不知要从哪里说起。真的是尽在不言中。前几天我刚刚庆祝了圣诞节，这已经是我第三年在希望教会过圣诞节了。不知不觉中，我以认识主要将近三年了。时间真的过的好快。。。有时我会想如果当初我没有接受主，现在的我会是怎样?我想我应该会过个平平安安的生活吧，应该还会像当初一样疯狂追着明星。。。我好庆幸我认识主，虽然生活中有起起落落但主给的爱能够包容一切。我发现认识主以来我的生活真的是很精彩2008 年也不例外好多人生中的第一次都发生在2008 年里。。我下次在把我2008的第一次post上网！最近我真的觉得人好可怕。。有些我一直以为我认识以及了解的人突然间变的好不一样，他们变得好可怕。或许我一开始就根本没认识过他们。我真的真的好失望我是那么的信任他们啊或许这就是人性吧。我好想好想恨他们，好像不要去理他们。如果是以前的我， 我一定会很讨厌他们。我会到处去说他们的坏话， 我会不去管他们，离他们远远的。。但是我已经不是当年的吴月婷了。虽然我还是很想逃但我知道我不会。因为我知道我没资格， 我也是个罪人。。而且主爱他们， 我相信有一天他们会领悟的！说说别的吧。。。我最近领悟到一个道理，有些事情是勉强不来的。就好像我常常都在羡慕别人的友情，常常希望我也会有像他们一样的友谊所以我会付出很多很多， 做很多很多事。但我渐渐发现我根本就是徒劳无功有时候我会好生气， 为设么别人什么东西都不用做但他却有那样的友情？为设么我做了那么多却没有办法？到最后我发现， 无论我做什么都没有用的。因为这些事是勉强不来的。。我永远都会像个过路客，进不了他们的生活。永远当个配角， 永远当个被他们遗忘的人。但我还是幸运的。。因为我有耶稣！他是我永远的朋友。谢谢你！我发现用华语blog还蛮好玩的。只是会花上满多时间。。最后，祝大家 HAPPY NEW YEAR!2009 会是更多姿多彩的一年！Labels: reflection
Praise God!
Friday, December 5, 2008
♥ 8:59 AM
i'm back to blog.After all the projects rushing, i'm beginning to love and hate PBLs at the same time. hahahaI really wanna share this testimonial!!!For those who knows me, i have been having this severe waist injuries few weeks back. It is really killing me. I went to see doctor twice and they can't do anything about it, all they say is don't walk too much, rest more. But as you know, being a student, i have to walk. The pain is really so unbearable that i have to hold my waist while sitting down or standing up, hold my waist while walking. However during one of the training class with peter troung, he actually had a mini healing rally and i went up to be prayed for. I remember during praying, i can really feel the pain moving from my waist to the front part of my body and moving out. But at that moment, i actually doubted God and the pain came back. I realise it and i repent and continue praying. After the prayers, the pain is still vividly there but not so painful as before. The amazing thing is the next day after i woke up, the familiar pain is gone! PRAISE GOD! and up till now, the pain did not come back at all. Tell me, if this is not God den it's who?! The doctors had actually diagnose that it will take a very long time to heal and even if so, it will not be completely healed but yet God is able to do so! MY GOD IS COOL! I just wanna say... I LOVE MY CAREGROUP BIZART 3A!
I love Amanda. I love Weiru. I love Shirley.
I love Dorothy. I love Joanne. I love Peiqi.
I love Yensee. I love Shuhui. I love Alexia.
I love Jesley. (Names not in any order)
Let's continue to grow in quality & quantity! Let's grow closer to God, living by His word!
The harvest is here! Let's go out and claim it! =D
Labels: Awesome God
