random
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
♥ 9:39 AM
I've got lots to post but right now... I WANNA SLEEP! hahaha.I've been lacking sleep. And why i'm here?I just want to say....I LOVE GOD. I LOVE MY FAMILY. I LOVE BIZART. I LOVE JEN'S DMM. I LOVE BIZART 3. I LOVE MY SHEEP(S). I LOVE MY GRANDSHEEP(S). I LOVE MY SHEPHERD - HIPPO! I LOVE TP GROUP. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. I LOVE MY CLASSMATES. AND I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU TOO! HEE.Things that have been running through my mind:Keep the main thing the main thing.A leader of influence not a manager. Have a wider perspective & think of the bigger picture.Labels: I just want to be more like You, randomness
10 things
Thursday, June 18, 2009
♥ 7:39 AM
Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people:(Don’t say their names)1) I really hope that our friendship will go a loonnggg, deeepper, Christ-centered way.2) I really really hope you will get back on track, this time really get ur life right...3) Sometimes it's really not abt ur feelings that matters because feelings comes & goes...4) Sometimes I wonder who am I to you? haha. 5) I really wish to bring our friendship to another level...6) I want to know you more! 7) You girls rock! Covenanted~~~ 8) Stop living in ur own world, be serious abt serving God. 9) Don't be NATO. but start doing and really think deeper.10) I miss you. catch up!Labels: randomness
Monday, June 15, 2009
♥ 5:59 AM
Deeply burdened.
Awesome Love
Thursday, June 4, 2009
♥ 10:38 AM
Exams are over but there are still tons of projects to do...I've been watching this show 金石良缘 for the past few days, I managed to watch the last episode of this drama for about 4-5 times. That's abit crazy but each time i watch, it stir up different emotions in me. Let me briefly say about certain things in the drama.
There is this girl who did a lot of bad things, she even abort her own baby that's about 4-5 months old. Her brother was so angry at her that he said things like 'i don't want this sister of you'. He refused to answer her calls too. In the end, the girl died because of excessive drinking of alcohol and eating of medicine.Personally, i don't like sad endings. After watching the first time, i keep thinking that it would be better if the girl don't die. I keep thinking that there should be other way out instead of dying. The second and third time i watch, i was very angry with the brother. All along to me, i think family should be a place whereby we receive protection and also a place that accepts me. Thus i was angry that the brother didn't accept the sister. I think that the brother should help the sister and pull her up at that stage. I shared to my mum and my sister about what i thought. And my sister replied me saying that we are all human, we all have emotions. The brother in the story had emotions too, at that moment, he was too angry. Therefore it is understandable that he did that. At that point of time, i disagree. I held on to what I believe.However during the fourth time i watch, God input different kind of thoughts in me. I realise that i'm veyr stuck up in my mindset, i think that i can seek forgiveness and acceptance from my family. However I realise that the place whereby we recieve protection and total acceptance is not from our family, but from God. I ponder through over this. I think it's so true that we as human, we have limitations. No matter how much we say we love someone, there's still a limit to it. We can't totally accept someone, esp when the person did alot of bad things towards you. The one person who can do that, who can love us unconditionally is God. Sometimes when we did something wrong, we yearn for forgiveness and acceptance, we search very hard for it. But do you know God promised us forgiveness and acceptance anytime when we decide to turn to Him? When we decide to repent and turn to Him? His hands are always wide open waiting for us. I'm so overwhelm by God's love. Seriously, the acceptance and forgiveness we need cannot be found anywhere else but from Jesus alone. If you try to find acceptance and forgiveness from human beings (even your family), you will be very dissappointed. I saw this passage on jenny's blog, "My Child"
I cannot choose the path
That you must venture to...
Let your heart take the lead
In whatever you pursue.
You are my child, my treasure
It's difficult to let go...
Although your journey will be long
I must let you grow.
If the journey weakens you
Because of its demands...
I'll be walking by your side--
Reach out and take my hand.
If you ask, I'll promise
To walk with you to the end...
But my love will be steadfast
As you round the bend.I think it's super touching. In the show, the mum said something like: 'she chose the path herself, thus she have to bear the consequences it herself'Indeed, God give us freewill to decide but instead of saying that we have to bear the consequences it ourself..God says He will be there with us, He will be there walking by our side..He love us unconditionally and His arms are always wide open for us.Labels: reflection
