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Saturday, June 21, 2008
♥ 10:51 AM
Woohoo~ Abit too slow but really wanna WELCOME SAMANTHA & YENSEE to Bizart 3!!!Oh and SARAH converted as well!It was really an eventful holidays.Chionging evax, meeting people, blah blah blahand forgetting to do my assignments. lol
Last last friday, we had our very own bizart food competition at Jacob's place.It was really fun! I had a breakthough~ I drank bittergourd juice and ate starfruit.There was an overflowing of contacts from my cg and they really enjoyed themselves that day. PRAISE GOD!Then we have the DESIRES ESS!It was fabulous and the message brought out was clear and touching. Fastforward to last friday, we had bizart games competition!I was one of the in-charge and it was really stress because of the sorting of teams.I even had nightmares about it. But thank God, it turned out to be a success.Everyone enjoyed! There was a team which is called Gorgeous Geckting & Pretty Joanne. They are so obvious in trying to bribe the gamemasters but it's the truth anyway. Haha.By the way, I think i have a really BHB cg. Esp when da amanda is in it.Retreat tml~ Many many many happenings till i don't know what actually happened.hmm mind in a mess right now, another scar was made.Sometimes i'm just so angry at myself, why? why can't I express myself clearly?I'm stuck again.When things become meaningless, i guess i'm only left with God.I'm still holding on because God is so much more important,but feelings are real as well,situations are tough and i have no idea how to move on.And the worst thing is, I don't feel like doing anything to it.I know i won't leave God, i won't stop serving Him.But if i remain in this condition, i'll be better off dead.Contradicting? Yea i am. Oh Lord, won't You just help me? Guide me out of this.Show me THE way.Labels: no labels