Updates
Monday, July 13, 2009
♥ 10:06 AM
Just to revive my dead blog...My Love!
Anyway follow me at twitter instead! I'll be updating there more often.http://twitter.com/gecktingLabels: updates
random
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
♥ 9:39 AM
I've got lots to post but right now... I WANNA SLEEP! hahaha.I've been lacking sleep. And why i'm here?I just want to say....I LOVE GOD. I LOVE MY FAMILY. I LOVE BIZART. I LOVE JEN'S DMM. I LOVE BIZART 3. I LOVE MY SHEEP(S). I LOVE MY GRANDSHEEP(S). I LOVE MY SHEPHERD - HIPPO! I LOVE TP GROUP. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. I LOVE MY CLASSMATES. AND I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU TOO! HEE.Things that have been running through my mind:Keep the main thing the main thing.A leader of influence not a manager. Have a wider perspective & think of the bigger picture.Labels: I just want to be more like You, randomness
10 things
Thursday, June 18, 2009
♥ 7:39 AM
Ten things I wish I could say to ten different people:(Don’t say their names)1) I really hope that our friendship will go a loonnggg, deeepper, Christ-centered way.2) I really really hope you will get back on track, this time really get ur life right...3) Sometimes it's really not abt ur feelings that matters because feelings comes & goes...4) Sometimes I wonder who am I to you? haha. 5) I really wish to bring our friendship to another level...6) I want to know you more! 7) You girls rock! Covenanted~~~ 8) Stop living in ur own world, be serious abt serving God. 9) Don't be NATO. but start doing and really think deeper.10) I miss you. catch up!Labels: randomness
Monday, June 15, 2009
♥ 5:59 AM
Deeply burdened.
Awesome Love
Thursday, June 4, 2009
♥ 10:38 AM
Exams are over but there are still tons of projects to do...I've been watching this show 金石良缘 for the past few days, I managed to watch the last episode of this drama for about 4-5 times. That's abit crazy but each time i watch, it stir up different emotions in me. Let me briefly say about certain things in the drama.
There is this girl who did a lot of bad things, she even abort her own baby that's about 4-5 months old. Her brother was so angry at her that he said things like 'i don't want this sister of you'. He refused to answer her calls too. In the end, the girl died because of excessive drinking of alcohol and eating of medicine.Personally, i don't like sad endings. After watching the first time, i keep thinking that it would be better if the girl don't die. I keep thinking that there should be other way out instead of dying. The second and third time i watch, i was very angry with the brother. All along to me, i think family should be a place whereby we receive protection and also a place that accepts me. Thus i was angry that the brother didn't accept the sister. I think that the brother should help the sister and pull her up at that stage. I shared to my mum and my sister about what i thought. And my sister replied me saying that we are all human, we all have emotions. The brother in the story had emotions too, at that moment, he was too angry. Therefore it is understandable that he did that. At that point of time, i disagree. I held on to what I believe.However during the fourth time i watch, God input different kind of thoughts in me. I realise that i'm veyr stuck up in my mindset, i think that i can seek forgiveness and acceptance from my family. However I realise that the place whereby we recieve protection and total acceptance is not from our family, but from God. I ponder through over this. I think it's so true that we as human, we have limitations. No matter how much we say we love someone, there's still a limit to it. We can't totally accept someone, esp when the person did alot of bad things towards you. The one person who can do that, who can love us unconditionally is God. Sometimes when we did something wrong, we yearn for forgiveness and acceptance, we search very hard for it. But do you know God promised us forgiveness and acceptance anytime when we decide to turn to Him? When we decide to repent and turn to Him? His hands are always wide open waiting for us. I'm so overwhelm by God's love. Seriously, the acceptance and forgiveness we need cannot be found anywhere else but from Jesus alone. If you try to find acceptance and forgiveness from human beings (even your family), you will be very dissappointed. I saw this passage on jenny's blog, "My Child"
I cannot choose the path
That you must venture to...
Let your heart take the lead
In whatever you pursue.
You are my child, my treasure
It's difficult to let go...
Although your journey will be long
I must let you grow.
If the journey weakens you
Because of its demands...
I'll be walking by your side--
Reach out and take my hand.
If you ask, I'll promise
To walk with you to the end...
But my love will be steadfast
As you round the bend.I think it's super touching. In the show, the mum said something like: 'she chose the path herself, thus she have to bear the consequences it herself'Indeed, God give us freewill to decide but instead of saying that we have to bear the consequences it ourself..God says He will be there with us, He will be there walking by our side..He love us unconditionally and His arms are always wide open for us.Labels: reflection
禱告
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
♥ 10:07 AM
YAY~ i'm back. If i never, shirley might kill me. If shirley can 'love' running, geck can blog often too! MUAHAHHALet's go back to the song. HEE.I've been listening to this song quite often and each time i listen, it spoke different things to me.1) Pray because i know i need. Isn't it so true? Sometimes we thought we could do it ourselves, but the truth is we need God. It's not about feeling whether you need it or not but is about KNOWING you need God, thus you need to pray. Because praying = relying on God. 2) God's concern is of utmost importance to meI want to do what God wants me to do, not what i want to do. I want to do what is important to God.It reminded me about another song 'Break my heart for what breaks Yours, everything I have for Your kingdom cause'3) I need Your love and You love me more than anyone elseAMEN! I think this touched me alot! The King of kings and Lord of lords love me more than anyone else... awwww4) 所需要的力量你天天賜給我I think chinese words has it's awesomeness in it.If you know this word '賜', it is often used in those dynasty shows.This word is only used by kings or those who have great power.They will use this word when they wanna bless someone with stuff.And often they will only do that to those who they love or did something good for him or the kingdom. (Usually more often when someone did something that make him happy)And most importantly, whether they bless or not actually depends on their mood. Meaning is not regular. However in this case, it says God will bless us with the strength we need everyday!Isn't it cool? Not only He decide to bless us with strength, but He promised to bless us everyday.Unlike the kings deciding on their mood, God is consistent and unconditional !Labels: reflection
updates
Monday, May 18, 2009
♥ 9:11 AM
Ok ok ok.. I'm finally back to post!My life is quite eventful that past few weeks,indeed God is really moulding me.I'll share more again because i seriously don't know why am i blogging at this time when i haven't bathe and i need to reach sch tml at 8 am! roar.禱告
禱告，因為我渺小；
禱告，因為我知道我需要
明暸，你心意對我重要。
禱告，已假裝不了；
禱告，因為你的愛我需要；
你關懷，我走過的你都明白。
有些事我只想要對你說，
因你比任何人都愛我；
痛苦從眼中流下，
我知道你為我擦。
在早晨我也要來對你說，
主耶穌今天我為你活；
所需要的力量你天天賜給我，
你恩典夠我用。
I think this song is super super nice!
Not because of the tune but the lyrics.
For those who can't really read chinese,
I'll explain more about my thoughts about this song in my next post.
Stay tuned~
For now, i NEED to go and bathe. HEE.
Peanut.Butter.BananaWe shall see God pouring down.There will be overflooding of pple in nexus.We shall see pple being touched.We shall see overflowing of pple walking down the asle.But let's give our all to God NOW!Let's go all out. If you have not den...Start inviting.Start fasting and praying. Start to live by the spirit.Start to have the burden and desire.Labels: Grow grow grow
